Am I sick? I asked myself.
Like a ghost during weekends and every night. Felt lonely, but find no one to talk to and to share with. Or I don't want to talk to and share with anyone. Don't know why I become this way.
I used to the one who was talkative to anyone and for everything. However now, I just like a ghost shut my mouth up and close my door off.
Is it the time for me to make some decision.
Not any of the time that I want Jackie to be back so badly. I really don't know how long I can endure this kind of life. No one share your days and listen to you. Just myself, and only myself.
What's wrong with me? I wonder.
Does the independent me get lost or what? Can't breathe. Trap at work. Though in some way, I like to be recognized in this job. But deep in my heart, I still felt lonely.
I am sick. I truely believe this now.
It's abnormal in anyway. I guess I never got cured since I left the previous job. And I had no single friend to share with in this new job. Even supervisor and big boss like me, so what? I can have their appreciations at work, but I have no one to share with. I can be trusted by them, but it's job task, and job task only.
Who am I and where am I?
Who can tell me?
Like a ghost during weekends and every night. Felt lonely, but find no one to talk to and to share with. Or I don't want to talk to and share with anyone. Don't know why I become this way.
I used to the one who was talkative to anyone and for everything. However now, I just like a ghost shut my mouth up and close my door off.
Is it the time for me to make some decision.
Not any of the time that I want Jackie to be back so badly. I really don't know how long I can endure this kind of life. No one share your days and listen to you. Just myself, and only myself.
What's wrong with me? I wonder.
Does the independent me get lost or what? Can't breathe. Trap at work. Though in some way, I like to be recognized in this job. But deep in my heart, I still felt lonely.
I am sick. I truely believe this now.
It's abnormal in anyway. I guess I never got cured since I left the previous job. And I had no single friend to share with in this new job. Even supervisor and big boss like me, so what? I can have their appreciations at work, but I have no one to share with. I can be trusted by them, but it's job task, and job task only.
Who am I and where am I?
Who can tell me?
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